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I learned this differently. Mine was:
Crazy? I was crazy once. They put me in a room with a duck on the wall. I counted it every day. One, one, one, etc. I died that day. They buried me in green, green grass. It tickled my nose. It drove me crazy! Crazy? I was crazy once…
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I haven’t posted in a while mainly because this year has taken a toll on me. I’ve been through a lot. I’ve always been the sane person in everyone’s life. then just one day I shut down. I blocked everyone out of my life and I found myself sleeping for 17 hours every night. I haven’t gone to school in forever and I spent the time that I wasn’t sleeping locked in my shower cutting my self. Just like that my whole world just stopped. I’m not the person I was last year or even 5 months ago. Things have been rough, really rough. I’ve been diagnosed with depression and I’m hoping ill get better soon. But maybe that’s not what I want. Maybe I don’t want to get better. Because all though I’ve just recently hit rock bottom that doesn’t mean I haven’t been depressed for longer then anyone really knows. I don’t want to go back to pretending everything in life is ok. But I’m tiered of being afraid of my own thoughts, of not being able to stand on a subway platform or a balcony without wanting to jump. But I always go back to what someone once told me, “Temporary problems don’t need permanent solutions” and that’s when I think to myself “so what if i sleep all day and I’m never happy? for once I’m myself. Maybe I want to get better, maybe I don’t, or maybe just maybe I don’t care. Death is something that I’ve been contemplating for a long time. But why? To be forgotten in a month or two? No, I refuse to leave this world without making an impact. Without at least stopping someone from jumping like my friend did for me. I may just be one person but I will make a difference even if its small its still a change. Besides what’s a world with out change? What’s life without impact. We meet many everyday that impact us, I just want to be one of them. So let me finish this long rant with this- if you ever feel like jumping remember temporary problems don’t need permanent solutions.
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